I wish i could have

Have you ever had that feeling that you just need to get out? I have had that often lately. The thing is, we are renting, and that is not the problem, the house is not the best, but it is a place to live. However, the house has two apartments, and between the apartments it’s not isolated. And yet again, this is not the problem. I don’t want to talk sh*t about people, but the man that lives in the other apartment has some traits that I don’t like. Let’s leave it with that.

I just wish I could buy myself a house. The thing is, I am so sick that I cannot live by myself, however, I want the space enough to be able to live a little. I would love to have like my own place within my parents house, because then, when I am sick or when I don’t feel like being alone I have someone there, but I still have my own place.

I am like, knowing what I want. If I where ever to have my own small place, I know what I want. One thing is definitely a garage, with a lifting stand to lift the car, so I am able to fix it, without being afraid of getting my head smashed by the car.

I know I want a kitchen, so I am able to film like, bake with me or cook with me videos. I want a bathroom with a bathtub. A place where I can have all my books, and have kind of a workplace so I can get myself an iMac, because here in Norway they are way cheaper than a MacBook. A bedroom where I can get a double bed, just because I want to.

I have a lot of things I know I want in a house, but the thing is. I don’t have any money, and my parents have some debt from our move a lot of years ago, so I don’t think we will ever be able to buy a house. You know, maybe when I get married and will move out I might get a house on my own.

I Want That Too

So, right now I am watching Bloggerne, and I follow a lot of bloggers, and other influencers. I see them travel around all the places they want, I see people travel place to place, and wherever they want to go. And some times I think that… I want that too.

I wish I could travel the world too. I have so many places I want to visit, places I wish I could visit but will never have the money to visit. You know, maybe if I was that kind of person earlier I might have been like that too, who knows.

You know, some of the bloggers here in Norway can just go on a trip like that. You watch them go on trips to USA, Cyprus, Dubai, all over. Of course, there aren’t all these places I want to go to. There are countries that I kind of don’t feel the need to visit. I could give people a whole list of places like these, because there are quite a few places I don’t want to visit. But there are a lot of places I want to visit.

For example, I have to say, one of my biggest dreams is to buy an apartment in Gran Canaria, on like a place I find beautiful. I haven’t been there before, however, a lot of Norwegians go there in the vintertime because it’s still warm there. And that is something I wish I could do myself, be there for maybe 3 weeks in the worst time of winter and just stay there for a while and get some sun.

I could also write a long list of places I wish to visit, that list would be long. There are so many places I wish to visit. And I have to say, there are a lot of places in Norway I also would like to visit, there are so many beautiful places here as well, and I haven’t seen half of it.