I haven’t done this in ages, and I feel bad. I don’t always remember to upload these. Now I have written a few of them down, so hopefully it will get easier. Earlier today I watched Criminal Minds which is back on Norwegian Viaplay, and I have watched like 3 episodes today, so not the most productive day, however, I just rekindled my love for Criminal Minds, when I take a break from it and starts to watch it again, I feel like I can’t stop.
What’s your favorite sport?
To be honest, I don’t do sport. I sleep, that is what I call my sport. I am sick, so I don’t do sport, I don’t have the energy to do it. But I have to say, I don’t have a sport I kind of like. I have a lot of hobbies, but I don’t have a favorite sport.
I have been so bad at this lately! I have to say! I have been bad at everything lately. Today I haven’t read a single page, and I was supposed to catch up on three sections of Order of the Phoenix. I was supposed to edit a vlog… I still haven’t done that. I need to do that right now, even if I kind of don’t feel like it. Today I have just been in bed all day. I have to see tomorrow, if I’m not feeling well, I am staying in bed then too…
What is the most expensive possession you own?
Well, out of everything I own it has to be my car. I won’t say a prize, but I can say it is prizy!
I didn’t do anything I was supposed to do… or I read my section of Harry Potter, I am really enjoying it now! I have around 130 pages left, and I kind of wanted to keep on going… however, I just don’t want to burn myself out with reading to much, and then feeling like I don’t want to read anymore.
One old habit you want to eliminate
I have like a habit of finding things with people that aren’t like always positive. Even though I am trying to find the positive in people, it is not always easy I have to say. I want to eliminate my habit of finding negative things in people, and focus on their good things!
So, maybe tomorrow I am sitting down and writing some more posts I can publish later on. I have been very bad at that, and the one thing that is bothering me is that I had just been posting these posts, and nothing else. It gets boring only reading these over and over. Hopefully I can change that!
What would you like to change in your routine?
Well, right now I don’t have a routine, and I would actually love to have a routine so I can get everything done in a day. I will work forward to that so I know what I need to to everyday, and be able to do everything.
It’s late. And I am soon just getting home. I will tell you more about my weekend, and my CFS/ME update will come very soon.
But for now, let’s answer the question.
What are you struggling with at the moment?
I have to say, it kind of is a lot. I worry about this winter, when I have to drive 40 minutes on snow, the worst driving conditions I ever drive on. What will happen to me after I am done with this. How will I feel like after I am done after being there for a long time, with people… I get so tired after being with people. When I am with friends I can be there max 4 hours, and then I am dead after, and that can last a few days.
New day, new question and 100 % another not too great day. But let’s just answer the question of the day.
How does your schedule look like today?
Today my schedule doesn’t say anything. I will have to pack, that is the only thing it said. And it also kind of say I should finish my book, which I have been using a whole month to finish. Why do I need to be so demotivated? Maybe I also should watch some tv show… or maybe the movie I should watch today since I won’t have that option for the rest of the week.
A new day. I am so tired, I slept so poorly. However, since I am very soon going to a CFS/ME specialist I feel like it doesn’t matter. I feel like it is a good thing that he will see me as I am when I am bad. But, I soon need to pick up my mother, so I need to get going.
Write 3 things that bring you joy
My family has to be one thing. I love them so much.
My hobbies. I do Bullet Journaling and kind of scrapbooking. And writing, reading, editing, all kinds of stuff. It just brings me joy.
Then the last thing… I must say. Doing the things I feel like doing, whenever I feel like it. I have to say that I would very much like to be able to travel more, however, that is something that I don’t think will happen in the nearest future.